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What was wrong? Nothing. What could be wrong with this picture? Kidnapping his brother and fleeing with him. Oh right, Hagen was a worry wart wasn't he? That was to cute. He needed to live a little and just let what happen, happen. Bernard. Okay hearing his real name made Ren actually blush! He was not only being scolded by his baby brother but he was called by his first name. Now talk about exciting for the red head. If he had a tail it be wagging right now. Oh wait he was a fox wasn't he? He could manage that if he really wanted to! oh wait, focus! But how the hell could he focus after that sound Hagen had just made? If he didn't know no better then he could swear Hagen was just messing with him now! So he was going to choose to ignore it and get his revenge with a hard cut to the left.

Fucking hell! Where was his hands. He should have thought about that before he done it. But damn, was he ever sad that he decided to wear jeans today instead of leather pants or shorts for the matter. hands slid on leather. What? Don't give him that look! Ren was a pervert and and optimist at that! Besides Hagen wasn't his blood brother so it wasn't like it said no where you couldn't want to fuck a step brother. Besides he fucked allot worse then his brother before.. wait.. Hagen was talking! Time to get his mind out of the gutter here for a moment. "Ah, haha. No not at all. It was my fault." He loved to tease and slightly annoy his beloved brother. Yes, yet he wouldn't let him feel bad. So instead he focused on the road only to find the car jerking hard.

Why? Well something about hearing 'You were in my dream last night.' Made his foot accidently hit the break. "Opps! My foot slipped off the gas, stupid heels~" He quickly covered up how that statement alone done things to him. He knew his brother, he knew how innocent he was. Or believed he was. so just hearing them words come out of his mouth after what he had just been thinking about with them hands. Well you could piece them two together. Okay, he was pretty sure his mind was just shit now. So he forced himself to listen to rest of the story instead of making up what Hagen said after that. He was drawing him in class? That was just the cutest thing ever. Yes he ignored the blue comment. He didn't like the color blue and he had no real reason to why. He just hated the color. But a question Hagen couldn't answer huh?

Grinning at the thought he looked over at Hagen. Granted it was a stop light so he didn't have to worry about hitting anything his time. Looking the picture quickly he found himself smirking. How many times have Hagen drawn him by now? Or how often did he look at him to draw him from just memory and look! He had all four of his 'beauty' marks too! No wonder Hagen was an artist. Oh wait question! Ah was it, veux-tu sortir avec moi? He purposely let the r roll just in case Hagen tried to remember that question. With a roll of R it might give him a falus lap in memory and try to put letters that wasn't there. What did he ask him? That was indeed the million dollar question. After all, Ren loved using french against his brother when he tried to hide things or just see that confused look on his face.

"Your drawing is perfect as always." he quickly changed the topic from his question. Instead when the traffic started moving again he put a signal on to go right this time. Off the road eventually. seeing the surroundings go from buildings to nothing but forest Ren smiled happily. This was far enough off the road. Pulling over to park the car he got you. Grinning when he let Hagen look around he couldn't help but to tease. he knew he could have parked closer to where he wanted to be, but this way would let Hagen wonder what was going on.

Letting Hagen grab his sketch book and put it up. Actually, he used that distraction to his advantage. Making his way over to the passenger seat he opened the door for Hagen only to bend down in front of hi,m. Putting his hands behind his back. Grinning mischievously he looked over his shoulder at Hagen. "Get on. i don't want you getting lost in the forest. If something hurt my Rêveur, i would never forgive myself~" Winking playfully at Hagen he have a cute, yet high pitched bark/yelp like a fox would when it was excited.

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You know, one would be upset if your little brother just told you, you had a problem and needed to detox. Hey! For the record all his spiked sweets and drinks wasn't for him. Yes he had bought alcohol and poured it into drinks and gave it to others. Yes he had made some special brownies with weed in it before. hell he even made cupcakes with viagra in it before just to watch others. Let me clarify on that last one. To watch them freak out when they noticed stuff was in the cupcakes and now they had a problem that needed to be taken care of. Now why would he do that to others? The answer was simple. He was a manipulative and sadistic personality. He loved watching others suffer from his harmless jokes. wait what was he saying again? Oh right detox.

Ren didn't need to do that. he was pretty sure there was nothing in his system except some alcohol he had a few nights ago, but he didn't drink often at all! So instead of saying something to Hagen and possibly upset the both of them he just smiled and gave a little laugh, letting the conversation just drop there. Focus on the dream, that would be allot funnier thing to talk about after all. Laughing happily this time when Hagen tried to say it he just grinned. "If you say veux-tu. All by itself thats do you want.. and if that's your answer to my question then yes." He said smugly. He knew Hagen would try to say at least come back. Who would have guessed it would be something that could be considered an answer to his question.

Although this wasn't the time for Hagen to be asking him what the question was. Why? Because he wasn't going to repeat that in english. If he did then it would be awkward for everyone. So he was just going to let his beloved think about it or just forget about it for now. Because now? now was time to go to the spot he had picked, found, for Hagen. The fact he had his sketch book was just perfect. It would make it seem like he planned everything when in all honestly he just wanted to take Hagen away and have some alone time with the younger male. Ren was about to growl at Hagen to stop complaining, but luckily the other climbed on his back so Ren happily held his hands on Hagen's lower back. Yes the proper way was under his legs, his ass.

But Ren wasn't about to make anything uncomfortable for Hagen. No he wanted his brother to have a good time. Snorting when Hagen said Ren wouldn't let him get lost or hurt, that if he did he'd forgive him.. Man he loved this kid to death. he had the best brother ever didn't he? "Haha, your great Ha~Gen! I'm glad you'd forgive me. But I'm a very bad person. You shouldn't put to much trust in me. You seen my record." He snickered playfully. He didn't mean his school record, he meant his track record with people around them. how when ren got bored he'd drop others. rather it was lovers, friends or just classes. Yet the one thing he never dropped was the cutie on his back. Hell he wouldn't let Hagen get to far out of his sight ever because he didn't want nothing to hurt him or no one to take him away.

"Then again, I'm pretty sure Ha~Gen and mom are the only people i care for. Mom would toss me out on my ass if i came back without our beloved Ha~Gen~" he mused at the thought, looking back at his brother to give a playful wink. Laughing at the thought Ren kept walking for a good ten minutes. Passing by a little pond on the way. A patch of beautiful flowers that was in full bloom right now. The scent was a almost heavenly one. It made the little fox want to roll around and bark happily as he pounced on them... But right now he had a bigger picture he was aiming for. There it was, he was getting closer. The sound of rushing water could be heard.

If Hagen looked up, ahead of them, he would see water coming into the picture before Ren dead stopped in front of a beautiful water fall that looked almost zig-zag against the mountain. beautiful forest around it, flowers everywhere and with the sun just directly above them the water was sparkling and almost dancing off the rocks as it come from the mountain. "Ta-da!" He cried out happily, looking over his shoulder to see if Hagen liked it, So why was he on his back? Simple, he was higher up so he had a better view at everything.

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Laughing happily at Hagen, Ren couldn't help but to smile happily. If he asked Hagen 'will you go out with me?' in his dream and dream Hagen said yes.. why did that strangely make him so jealous? Was he really jealous of the Ren Hagen's made mind up? Silly wasn't it? Smiling though Ren gave a playful hum as he kept walking. "Hey Hagen, you do know. You keep saying, do you want me? Right?" He needed to tell Hagen because it was killing him. He wanted to answer Hagen's question but at the same time he didn't;'t want to because it might make things weird for him. so instead he focused on walking. Only to frown when he heard what Hagen said. Damn was he ever glad that Hagen was looking away. It wasn't the fact Hagen said Ren would find the right person. It was the fact Hagen said that person would never want to change him.

That that person would know he was going to be great when he got older. Shit Hagen was good at a pep talk no doubt! but when you was hiding as many secrets as Ren was.. There was no way that pep talk would make him happy. It made him bitter and made Ren want to just laugh at Hagen and tell him he was wrong. But Ren was never one to tell Hagen that nor would he admit that Hagen just hurt him so bad. It wasn't like Ren liked lying to Hagen and his mom. Okay maybe he did at first. But that was before he got attached. He should have listen to his dad and never get to attached to something. that if he did he was fucking up. But wasn't that old man the one that loved Hagen's mother at one point?

Sighing softly Ren looked back at Hagen with a happy smile. "Yeah, i hope so. He will have to be able to put up with my silver tongue and habit of hiding my feelings." He snickered playfully at the thought. Oh wait, did Hagen know he was gay? Well he had to know since Ren only brought guys over. Never once a girl. Oh well he was more focused on walking. ?Humming when Hagen went on to talk about his mother. "I'd never let nothing happen to My Ha~Gen. Your my most precious." He said boldly, proudly even. He never hide that Hagen was his favorite. That he'd drop anything for hagen. Even the guy he was with if Hagen called him or seen him walking across campus. Wait Bear? He was going to ignore that because he knew a bear would seriously be a problem. He wasn't about to tell Hagen that he'd so transform into a Fox to get the bears attention and be bait.

He was pretty sure that would upset Hagen so he kept it to himself like everything else that was bothering him. Instead he just hummed and forced himself to keep walking. He wasn't about to let nothing spoil his little surprise for Hagen! seeing his brother so happy made everything else like it never happen. That wiggling though.. No it wasn't time to let his mind go there. Laughing happily Ren quickly followed Hagen when he was tugged. a bright smile danced across his face. Only to gasp loudly when Hagen grabbed his hand and tugged him down. Ren was not expecting that! He was expecting Hagen to keep running till they got closer to the waterfall! So when Hagen tugged him Ren Found his eyes going wide as he quickly tried to catch himself.

Yet with Ren greedily locking his fingers with Hagen, when his hand was grabbed, he refused to let Hagen's hand go just a much as Hagen refused to let Ren's go. Which ultimately resulted in Ren Tossing Their laced hand up beside if Hagen's head. 'Pinning.' The boys arm there. His knees had slammed on either side of hagen's hips, against the ground to avoid landing on Hagen. A light blush crossed the red heads cheek as his free hand was planted firmly on the ground to prevent their bodies from smashing together.

His long strains of hair falling on either side of Hagen. His long braid just hanging against their laced hand. Looking at Hagen in the eyes, his own wide. Normally he'd snap and ask what their problem was. But seeing Hagen under Ren like this had done things to him. To his mind that he found himself speaking before his brain had time to catch up. But honestly, being so close to someone as beautiful as his brother. Having someone so perfect under you... "Hagen.. i.. I want to kiss you right now..." He exclaimed quickly, boldly, his silver eyes piercing Hagen's golden eyes.

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Ren was actually really happy to hear that Hagen wanted him. Even if it wasn't the same way that Ren did. It was so relieving to hear that his brother wanted him around. that he actually liked having Ren here. That definitely made him feel allot better to say the least. Smiling more Ren actually felt the heat boiling in his cheeks all over again. It was so nice hearing Hagen speaking like this. "Okay.. i'll let Hagen decide when its time for me to find someone." Was it bad Ren already liked someone? Well starting to think he did at least! Then came the dreaded question. Would he think he love Hagen more if they was raised together. No. Because He'd either know that twenty years ago Ren wasn't a baby, he wasn't a child, nor was he a teenager. If they grew up together when Ren was a child?

No because Ren's father would have left them and Hagen know the truth about all the things he and his father did. All the crimes and scams they pulled.. "No, i don't think i would have. I was a troublesome child to say the least. I wasn't ready to share my father or our time together. If we grew up together. you would have hated me by the time we got here. So im grateful we met mom and you when we did. We needed ya'll to settle down and enjoy the good life. If you met us sooner, your mom would have never liked my father. He wasn't ready to be a husband or really a dad. In fact, he never was a dad to me. We was friends, and not a family. It was only after we met you two we was ready to be a family.." He admitted bluntly.

He didn't want to lie to Hagen no more then he already had. He felt bad enough. Besides, he wouldn't want to put their mom or Hagen through all that, especially running from place to place when things got to hot for them. ren wasn't lying though, they was never a real family. They never celebrated birthdays, rarely called each other 'father' or 'son' Was always their first name and some times not even their real names! Oh wait, Hagen pulled him down! no need to be thinking about his past. No need to be thinking about never knowing what family meant. Instead! He was going to focus on the perfection that was under him. He never noticed how pretty Hagen actually was until he was up close and hovering over him. Even with Ren's record of men he never once wanted to kiss one as bad as he did Hagen. He never asked to before!

Although Ren knew was soon as he asked though it was a mistake. Hagen was whimpering under him. Blushing hard and biting his lip. No.. Ren never wanted to see that look on Hagen's face. He didn't want to see that look on Hagen's face that said Ren was forcing him to do something he didn't want to, or comfortable with. Ren's contact was quickly broken, he was about to pull himself away completely until Hagen leaned up. No.. this wasn't what he wanted. He could feel how forced it was. Just seeing Hagen's eyes closed so tightly like that. He felt his heart sinking, quickly looking away sadly when Hagen kissed him, Ren didn't even tempt to kiss him back. He just let their lips be pressed together till Hagen pulled away three seconds later.

With Hagen looking up at him, Ren's expression quickly changed to a laughing, smiling face. Not the sadness that showed how bad he regretted even giving Hagen a hint he liked him. "Of course, why wouldn't it be? You silly." He was lying again and he knew it. Forcing himself off Hagen he didn't even mind the grass stains on his knees. Pulling his hand away from Hagen's, Ren looked up at the sky. "Mm, ne Ha~Gen. don't eve do anything your not comfortable with okay? Your distressed face makes me want to hurt the one that hurt you." He laughed playfully as he leaned over to kiss Hagen's cheek before jumping up. dusting his pants off. "Hey! Wait here! I wanna try something. Keep your eyes closed okay! No peeking! I'll be right back Haaa~Geeen~" He chimed happily before running off.

When he was far enough from Hagen he found himself gritting his teeth, kicking the flowers and grass in a angry manner. Damn it why did he have to say that. Why did Hagen have to kiss him when he looked like he was.. Getting it out of his system Ren looked around for some nice flowers. Clicking his tongue he flopped down in the grass and pulled some flowers in his lap. He seen animation characters do this before it shouldn't be to hard. It took him almost ten minutes but he finally got it. He actually felt allot better when he got his frustration out. "Ha~Gen!" Ren cried out as he came running back to the smaller male. His hands behind his back, flowers falling from his jacket and chest to show he'd at least been in flowers. "I got you smoothing~" He snickered playfully. He wasn't going to let anything Ruin this day for Hagen, especially his own feelings.

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Ren wasn't sure how he felt about Hagen saying he liked some of the guys Ren had brought home before. It was at least nice to know that they was nice to Hagen! But he didn't like how he said some like others wasn't nice to him. That pissed him off. He would have to make sure the next one he brought back knew his manners or he'd be hurt. wait no, he didn't need to think about that right now. Nor did he need to think of his alternative motives to why he wanted Hagen to pick for him. After all it went from Ren telling Hagen to pick for him, to Ren admitting he wanted to kiss Hagen. It wasn't even the fact Hagen stole his thunder that killed him it was How Hagen done it. That look and that whimper. He wanted to hurt himself for putting his beloved through that.

So when he asked Hagen to close his eyes so he could walk away Ren took his anger out on the flowers. He hated how they looked so happy and peaceful right now when he was suffering. Although He loved how beautiful they looked and wanted to see Hagen with a pretty flower crown like he seen on the shows before! After all.. Hagen did call him family. He said that he made his mother and him happy.. That made Ren happy. Guilty, but happy. He loved Hagen so much, he wanted to be a good brother but.. When Ren finally finished and was sure that it wasn't going to come undone he quickly made his way back over to his darling little brother. Although he was not expecting Hagen to jump at him. Gasping quickly Ren tossed his foot backwards to try and get a grip on his posture this time so the two wouldn't end up falling again.

Sure it put a lot of pressure on his heel, ankle, but that was okay so long as it didn't cause them from making another scene. When Ren finally stabilized his balance he gave a happy little laugh, moving his arms forward, the flower crown held out behind Hagen , his free arm wrapping around the boy's waist. a blush quickly creeped on his features when he heard Hagen calling him Bernard again. Damn this little brat. Wait a minute, he said he loved him. smiling softly Ren just nodded his head. He knew he was loved. He knew his family loved him or they would have kicked him out long ago. After all he was twenty in their eyes. "Mm, disappointment me? Never. Hagen is perfect. a true --." He laughed playfully, letting his hand curl tighter around Hagen's waistline. his black nails 'accidently' slipping under the helm of Hagen's shirt.

With Hagen pulling away slightly Ren never let go of Hagen's side instead he reached up with his other hand. Placing the beautiful white flower crown on Hagen's head, Ren gave a playful grin. "Don't worry Ha~Gen. I won't say that again. So don't worry! I'll just be the older brother you love to hate at times." He snickered more, grinning like a fox. Letting his fingers linger a little longer against Hagen he quickly pulled them away. jumping back away from Hagen, his hand slipping inside his own jacket before landing, snapping a picture on his phone of Hagen with the flower crown. "Ah, haha. Look, Hagen is as beautiful as always!" He chimed happily holding the phone out close enough for Hagen to look but not touch. "I think i have a new background." He teased playfully, winking at Hagen.

to be honest he liked the fact Hagen asked him to wait and try again later. But if it meant seeing him like that again, hearing him making a groan and closing his eyes so tight.. he rather not. That was harder on ren then being told he didn't feel like that towards him. So instead Ren put his phone up and looked back at Hagen with an adoring look. "Come on Ha~Gen! I looked for the perfect spot for you, for weeks! Let's get closer. i might do an old traditional dance under the waterfall." Did he know one? Was his real name Jared? No, no it wasn't! so of course he was totally bull shitting right now but hey What was the chances that Hagen actually take him serious or want to watch him? Grinning a bit Ren reached up to play with his long strands of hair that hung over his shoulder. "Unless you want to roll around in the flowers, my prince~"

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Hell no, the way Hagen had started to say his name. There was no way he was going to let Hagen finish what he was saying. Ren was almost certain it was going to be pity or Hagen feeling bad. So Ren did what he does best. Snapping out of it and putting on a smile. Grinning playfully hearing Hagen protest Ren just shook the phone in his hand. ”Yes i made you a crown. My Réveur is the best… Buuuuut if you wasn't ready then get ready I'll happily take more.” he snickered playfully waiting to see if Hagen really was going to let him take more pictures of him.

Although it seemed liked Hagen had already moved past pictures so Ren snapped a second anyways of Hagen looking at the crown before stuffing his phone back into his pocket. Yet. At the mention of weddings Ren's attention quickly snapped back at the shyer male. Wedding? No way in hell he'd let that happen. Hagen was his, he wouldn't let no one take his brother from him. Instead of saying anything though hr gave a happy little him and a overly excited smile. ”Really? I just thought the flowers would look pretty on you. I seen it on an animation. The girl made it for a guy she liked.” he lied, laughing at the thought afterwards.

He seen it in animation yes, but he couldn't tell you nothing bout it honestly he just watched how to make it. Oh well no time to dwell on it. Sure Ren knew he was avoiding the question of will you make me one on my wedding day? No, no he wouldn't. He wouldn't celebrate that horrendous day. That would be the day he went and got so drunk that he didn't care what room he ended up in or how he for there. The thought of Hagen leaving and loving someone made him angry, salty. He hated it! So he wasn't going to encourage it, instead he was going to change the subject here and now. What better way then dancing and having Hagen point out why ‘traditional’ wasn't possible here.

Grinning like a fox Ren lowered his head for Hagen to place the crown on his head. ”I don't believe in any religion or deity. But I believe we can make our own tradition and and beliefs. Like I believe if I'm a good little fox I'll get my prey and get to devour it one day. I believe me and you will always be by one another's side. Like I believe by placing the crown on my head we can make a tradition to come here every month on this day to do my dance under the waterfall and bring both of us good luck and happiness. Let's make our own traditions. I might be from united kingdom but that doesn't mean shit to me.” he laughed at the thought.

For someone Like Ren there was no traditional or religion he believed in. After all, how could you explain his immortality if only holy or demonic things was suppose to be immortal? He defied all the beliefs human had! So screw that. Wait, back up! He let something slip just now! Did he just tell Hagen where he was originally from? Oh well he doubt Hagen would make a deal about it or care. He was sure he had nothing to worry about with his beloved brother.. But back to hagen.Snorting when he mentioned perfume Ren couldn't help but to him happily. ”What's wrong Réveur? You don't wanna smell pretty? If you came back smelling Like perfume mom might think you have a girlfriend.” He teased playfully only to stop to think.

Wait, was that why Hagen didn't want to kiss him? Because he wasn't a girl? Oh.. That might explain it. Shit, that pisaed him off more. He knew with guys he could easily win because well look at him but a girl. They could give Hagen something he couldn't in his own. Tch, that phased him off so bad he couldn't help what came next. Now he didn't mean to ignore Hagen's whole bear thing, and question about how long he planned it. Honestly it wasn't a spur-of-the-moment because he wanted to find the perfect place to take Hagen. But bringing him here today was a total spur-of-the-moment if that counted.

Anyways! With all that aside Ren quickly leaned in closer to Hagen. Placing his hands firmly on the brunette's shoulders he whispered in Hagen’s ear quietly, purposely letting his hot breath tickle his ear. ”Je pense que je suis tomber en amour avec vous, hagen.” He all but purred into Hagen’s ear. For some reason.. Saying that made Ren feel ten pounds lighter. Like a heavy burden had been lifted off his shoulders. Sure he knew that Hagen wouldn't know what he said but he couldn't care less. Running off to the waterfall he looked back to make sure Hagen was actually following him. Taking off his jacket to keep it from getting wet next came his shirt and boots. The socks followed soon after. Yet he left his pants on for Hagen's benefit.

Looking over at Hagen, Ren gave a teasing wink. Dancing. What kind of dance. A ‘dirty’ dance might make Hagen look away, a slow dance seemed boring. A random, move your body, dance seemed weird. He knew what kind to do for Hagen! Closing his eyes he stepped a bit closer to the water letting the water splash on him and get him wet before he connected with the water. Letting his body move on its own, getting into it.