[Servamp] Ritter, Emil
Apr 8, 2017 21:54:49 GMT -5
Post by Emil Ritter on Apr 8, 2017 21:54:49 GMT -5
MALE. | EIGHTEEN. | 5'9. | JULY 18TH. |
█ NAMEEmil Ritter
█ ALIAS
N/A
█ EVE
N/A
█ ITEM
N/A
█ SEXUALITY
HETEROSEXUAL
█ ANIMAL FORM
Ram
PERSONALITY
Emil is the kind of person that finds it hard to show his true colors. Mainly because of being insecure about his actual feelings, and a lack of really understanding to communicate. Resulting in the fabrication of the persona that he maintains.
When around people he tends to act as a carefree, joking individual. A smile on his face, trying to make light of most situations. If anything, doing so to keep others from worrying about himself. Acting naive to the world around himself, the world's lovable idiot. That is how Emil is seen to most of the people he meets. However it is rather evident that once you break through that shell, there is a whole different mess.
Anxiety, frustration, and apathy lies beyond the surface of Emil. A result of bottling his emotions for years. A downside of his reserved personality that's for sure. The young man would much rather keep that stuff from rearing it's dirty head. Mostly out of consideration of others, so they wouldn't have to deal with his problems. There are moments where some of these traits start to loom over him, breaking his cheery demeanor. Which usually leads to a more confrontation ridden Servamp, usually taking it out on others, or just yelling at himself. During these rough moments, the youth would much rather deal with it alone.
As much as Emil would like to admit, whenever he gets attached to something, he tends to get a slight obsessive. Perhaps due to his lack of understanding his own feelings. Which can result in some clinging on his part, unintentional or not. Showing that Emil can be rather passionate, about matters that he puts his heart into. Often leading in him getting into reckless situations, or state of mind, as he would do anything for whatever he devotes himself to.
When around people he tends to act as a carefree, joking individual. A smile on his face, trying to make light of most situations. If anything, doing so to keep others from worrying about himself. Acting naive to the world around himself, the world's lovable idiot. That is how Emil is seen to most of the people he meets. However it is rather evident that once you break through that shell, there is a whole different mess.
Anxiety, frustration, and apathy lies beyond the surface of Emil. A result of bottling his emotions for years. A downside of his reserved personality that's for sure. The young man would much rather keep that stuff from rearing it's dirty head. Mostly out of consideration of others, so they wouldn't have to deal with his problems. There are moments where some of these traits start to loom over him, breaking his cheery demeanor. Which usually leads to a more confrontation ridden Servamp, usually taking it out on others, or just yelling at himself. During these rough moments, the youth would much rather deal with it alone.
As much as Emil would like to admit, whenever he gets attached to something, he tends to get a slight obsessive. Perhaps due to his lack of understanding his own feelings. Which can result in some clinging on his part, unintentional or not. Showing that Emil can be rather passionate, about matters that he puts his heart into. Often leading in him getting into reckless situations, or state of mind, as he would do anything for whatever he devotes himself to.
BIOGRAPHY
Born the youngest of a set of twins in a german family. "Only by a few seconds." His mother always reassured the child whenever he asked. Not really a point that Emil really cared about, if he was to be honest. As there was a different matter about his birth that separated from his brother; Bastian's. It was the fact that he was a vampire, or servamp to be precise. Something that Emil wasn't the most ecstatic about. Most notably on the whole servant aspect.Sure, he was more physically stronger and durable then his twin, which was even more evident whenever they were rough housing. Made arm wrestle, or test of strength bets a bit in his favor that's for sure.
Speaking about his brother, the twins seemed to have a close relationship. Emil had his brother's back, in his own way. Regardless on some of the conflicts in opinions, or just over the simplest things. (mostly because of Emil being annoying) Despite their relationship, Emil was rather annoyed on his parent's insistence that Bastian was to keep an eye on the vampire. It drove the teenager insane, mainly because if anything he should keep an eye on his older twin. Cause he was a damn vampire, he was strong enough to protect himself. It was this exact train of thought that served as the catalyst to a certain turning point for the two brothers.
While his brother spent most of his time with his parents, something about self defense, or something, Emil would often roam about the city during the later parts of the day. While he didn't mind being out in daylight, it was sometimes awkward seeing a Ram roaming the streets. At best, people just assumed he was a stray animal roaming about. A wonder on why they didn't try to put him back on a farm or something. Either way, during one of these outings he happened to run into a girl. Isn't it always? She intrigued the servamp, mainly because of the way she carried herself. Strong, independent, and deemed herself above the law. If anything the teenage Emil was considered bewitched. She was one of the few people that Emil thought he could act normal around, and not really care about his vampire side.
Hell, as the days went by with the young Emil hanging out with the woman. Even escalating to the point where the vampire was debating on sharing his situation. Granted it took a long bit of psyching himself up for that, as he was even hoping that he could bring up the whole Eve situation. So Emil planned of sneaking out in the middle of the night, as they had planned to reveal his situation. As he was more then willing to spend the night waiting for the sun to show up, to further prove his point.
This must have been the catalyst for Bastian of following him. A nervous teenager sneaking out, to meet with someone in the middle of the night. Not so common behavior, or at least for Emil to be that nervous. Looking back at it, it could have looked like he was meeting a dealer, or gang, or something. Regardless let's just say that things got out of hand, when they finally met up. 'Crazy talk', and skepticism was the premise of most of the conversation, followed by a question if he was high or something. Which resulted in the guy raising his voice, swearing that what he said was real, and that he would gladly prove it. It was around that time that the piercing sound of a gun discharged was heard. Followed by deafening silence.
It was a blur, as Emil didn't know how to react. The bullet crazed his shoulder, but it managed to land at her heart. A fatal shot. This lead to a frantic vampire, holding onto the girl that he thought would be his eve, the girl that Emil thought he loved. With a face riddled with tears he looked at who shot the bullet, his own brother. At this point a thousand different questions ran through his head, but the first one that came to mind was a "What the hell are you doing?!", followed by a distressed vampire getting in his twin's face. Words were said, and the side of a building was now missing a few chunks, mainly from the teenager punching something. It was then that he told his brother to just leave him be, as it was either going to be Bastian or himself leaving.
The words of a confused, and angry teenager if anything.
When his brother left with a note, all Emil could think was 'he deserved it.' Jumping the gun, and poking his nose where it didn't belong. It was this time, that the vampire closed himself off once again. Refusing to opening up to people, and faking his way through most interactions. Hell, whenever he received letters from his brothers, he would often toss them into a pile. Refusing to opening them. In his mind, Emil didn't care about what his brother said, as he was still thinking back to that day.
This continued until about a year or so, when he finally decided to open one of those damn letters. Going on about how things were going in Japan. It annoyed Emil if anything, so much so that he even tried to write a letter back, describing his exact feelings about the matter. However every-time he tried to write, he just couldn't. It was matters that he had to say in person, so Emil packed his bags and decided to go for a trip to Japan. All to tear the ear off his brother, and maybe even talk to him. Although knowing Emil it wasn't going to be that simple. To prepare the German youth took language classes to understand what the hell they are saying.
Now leaving a now stranded German teenage servamp trying to find his brother, and figure out things after that point. Also trying to navigate his way through Japan, and not getting lost. A vamp with a plan it seems
Speaking about his brother, the twins seemed to have a close relationship. Emil had his brother's back, in his own way. Regardless on some of the conflicts in opinions, or just over the simplest things. (mostly because of Emil being annoying) Despite their relationship, Emil was rather annoyed on his parent's insistence that Bastian was to keep an eye on the vampire. It drove the teenager insane, mainly because if anything he should keep an eye on his older twin. Cause he was a damn vampire, he was strong enough to protect himself. It was this exact train of thought that served as the catalyst to a certain turning point for the two brothers.
While his brother spent most of his time with his parents, something about self defense, or something, Emil would often roam about the city during the later parts of the day. While he didn't mind being out in daylight, it was sometimes awkward seeing a Ram roaming the streets. At best, people just assumed he was a stray animal roaming about. A wonder on why they didn't try to put him back on a farm or something. Either way, during one of these outings he happened to run into a girl. Isn't it always? She intrigued the servamp, mainly because of the way she carried herself. Strong, independent, and deemed herself above the law. If anything the teenage Emil was considered bewitched. She was one of the few people that Emil thought he could act normal around, and not really care about his vampire side.
Hell, as the days went by with the young Emil hanging out with the woman. Even escalating to the point where the vampire was debating on sharing his situation. Granted it took a long bit of psyching himself up for that, as he was even hoping that he could bring up the whole Eve situation. So Emil planned of sneaking out in the middle of the night, as they had planned to reveal his situation. As he was more then willing to spend the night waiting for the sun to show up, to further prove his point.
This must have been the catalyst for Bastian of following him. A nervous teenager sneaking out, to meet with someone in the middle of the night. Not so common behavior, or at least for Emil to be that nervous. Looking back at it, it could have looked like he was meeting a dealer, or gang, or something. Regardless let's just say that things got out of hand, when they finally met up. 'Crazy talk', and skepticism was the premise of most of the conversation, followed by a question if he was high or something. Which resulted in the guy raising his voice, swearing that what he said was real, and that he would gladly prove it. It was around that time that the piercing sound of a gun discharged was heard. Followed by deafening silence.
It was a blur, as Emil didn't know how to react. The bullet crazed his shoulder, but it managed to land at her heart. A fatal shot. This lead to a frantic vampire, holding onto the girl that he thought would be his eve, the girl that Emil thought he loved. With a face riddled with tears he looked at who shot the bullet, his own brother. At this point a thousand different questions ran through his head, but the first one that came to mind was a "What the hell are you doing?!", followed by a distressed vampire getting in his twin's face. Words were said, and the side of a building was now missing a few chunks, mainly from the teenager punching something. It was then that he told his brother to just leave him be, as it was either going to be Bastian or himself leaving.
The words of a confused, and angry teenager if anything.
When his brother left with a note, all Emil could think was 'he deserved it.' Jumping the gun, and poking his nose where it didn't belong. It was this time, that the vampire closed himself off once again. Refusing to opening up to people, and faking his way through most interactions. Hell, whenever he received letters from his brothers, he would often toss them into a pile. Refusing to opening them. In his mind, Emil didn't care about what his brother said, as he was still thinking back to that day.
This continued until about a year or so, when he finally decided to open one of those damn letters. Going on about how things were going in Japan. It annoyed Emil if anything, so much so that he even tried to write a letter back, describing his exact feelings about the matter. However every-time he tried to write, he just couldn't. It was matters that he had to say in person, so Emil packed his bags and decided to go for a trip to Japan. All to tear the ear off his brother, and maybe even talk to him. Although knowing Emil it wasn't going to be that simple. To prepare the German youth took language classes to understand what the hell they are saying.
Now leaving a now stranded German teenage servamp trying to find his brother, and figure out things after that point. Also trying to navigate his way through Japan, and not getting lost. A vamp with a plan it seems
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